"Drunkard" © 2010 John Poole
This says it all. I hope in your case however, it’s mostly figurative. If not,
please send me an email pronto, letting me know what’s up.
I wrote a comment, but it didn’t register, indicating that you received
a comment, but there it is, above.
Hey David – regarding my dependence on drugs or at this point in time on alcohol, I know from the past the future consequences of addiction. They say some people are in denial that they are addicts or alcoholics, but I’m not. I know very well that I am an addict and an alcoholic. I also know that it is totally up to me to be willing to change, but I’m not willing, and no one can make or help me change because I don’t want to change my bad behavior. I understand your concern and the concern of others and I am not belittling that concern. When I turn the last corner of my life, I will feel a couple of ounces of pride in my accomplishments, but I won’t be looking back – if I end up in living hell so be it. – John